The Power of Weakness.....

I love the Old Testament. There are so many great stories in there that we always seem to miss or look past. In church today, all we talk about is always Jesus and Paul's letters (that's not a bad thing, but my point is that we are missing out on some great stuff in the OT)

But quite possibly my favorite passage of scripture is in 2 Chronicles 20 with Jehoshaphat. Setting up the story.  Jehoshaphat is a king and he is about to be attacked from 2 different armies. With his army he does not stand a chance against one army, much less both. Once he found out he was about to be attacked and could not win, there becomes mass panic. People are freaking out, they keep shouting to the king, "What do we do!? How can we beat this army?! Can you protect us?!" There is shouting, panic, and confusing running throughout Judah.  Everyone is looking toward Jehoshaphat to answer these questions; their lives are at stake. 

So, the king, the one who is supposed to have all the answers, gets up. But instead of shouting out orders and commands to the people on what to do, he looks at them and tells them, "I don't know what to do, but I know who has the answers."

Imagine if you were one of the people there when he said that. A king. The guy who should be ready for everything and a guy of complete and total power over everything, says, "I don't know what to do" The panic level must have went through the roof then! What do you do when your leader does not know the answers or what to do?

But Jehoshaphat, is all his wisdom, goes prays, and  in this prayer is my favorite verse in the bible. He says at the end of his prayer, "We don't know what to do, but our eyes are on you" (2 Chronicles 20:12)

Then right after the prayer he "bows his head with his face to the ground.......worshiping the LORD" (2 Chronicles 20:18)

The next day, the people wake up and get ready for battle. They put on their armor, grab their swords and get ready for a battle that they know they will lose. Their king doesn't even know what to do. The army marches into the battle field expecting to see two massive armies ready to kill all of them. But to their amazement, they see the armies, but the two armies have fought each other and destroyed themselves.

God had put the armies against each other and protected Judah. Why? Not because he was looking for something fun to do; but because Jehoshaphat, the king, knew that he was weak and that God is strong. He was not afraid to admit that he had absolutely no power that wasn't given to him from God.

I love this!

I consider myself a leader, and teacher, but all of my abilities are not of my own doing. While we are weak, God is strong. It's okay not to always have all the answers. Because we have contact with the person who does! So my point here is that any leaders who read this, you show your power and leadership qualities when you admit weakness to God. When you submit yourself to God's will and not your own. Also, for people who are stressed out with so much going on, you can't do it all on your own. Admit weakness and ask the one who knows you better than yourself the answers. There is so much power in our weakness.

The 'F' word

While I was home for Thanksgiving seeing all my family and friends, all of them kept asking me the same questions. "What's the plan after graduation?" "What are you going to do in the future?" "What are your future plans?" Everyone wants to know these questions. For a long time, I've always wondered what God has planned for me in my future. It's kinda scary to think about it too. I don't really like to talk about it much, because I don't know what's going to happen. I normally just remove the word future from my vocabulary so I don't have to worry about it.

I don't consider myself 'good' at much of anything. I'm not going to be some super business guy or successful CEO or anything like that. I am called to the ministry, and I fully know and understand that I'm mot going to be some rich guy, who can retire early and live a comfortable life. My future is not going to be easy. It's going to be hard and involve a ton of sacrifice. I've accepted that though, that's not what scares me about my future. The part I worry about is what and where I will be. Is God going to call me to go back to a church and be a children's minister again? Am I going to get a secular job with kids? Who knows. (well only God does) Heck, God might call me to go back to Africa. It's not out of the realm of possibility.

While thinking about this though, I keep remembering Matthew 6:34 "Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble."

Tomorrow is not my problem, or not something for me to worry about. Jeremiah 29:11 says, "For I know the plans I have for you, declares the LORD, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope" It's so reassuring to me to know that all my future plans are already set and planned out. I don't have to worry about my future and what's going to happen to me after college. God has never turned away from me and He never will. He has used me in a ton of different places so far in my life (Africa, Kentucky, Missouri, Philippines, New Orleans, ect.) and I'm sure he has more great things in store for me in the future. I don't know what's going to happen, all I know is that I'm called to be in Bolivar now. What happens in the future, I don't know. But it's going to be exciting to see!

Eternity

Normally I'm never much of a home body, but over the last 3 months I've been really bummed out that I'm not home. It really hit me hard today when I found out about the sudden passing of Robin. While she is not family by blood, she is someone who I say is just a part of my family as my own brother. Within the last 3 months my uncle Kevin tragicly passed away, now Robin.  Needless to say this has been a rough couple of months. Being so far away from home has just sucked. I really don't have a point here, I just want to take this time to say to Kevin and Robin, I love you both so much and I can't wait to spend eternity with you in heaven.

Every time I hear this song, I'm thinking of you:





Lyrics:
Verse 1
all that is behind me, this mess of life
where out of nothing came a beautiful design (1 Corinthians 1:26-28)
know that I've had but a taste of a deathless wine (Matthew 26:27-28)
so I give up the flame to the hands beside
and I'll be waiting

Chorus
Where the desert is covered in roses (Isaiah 35:1)
where I can outshine the stars in a single day (1 John 2:25)
the face of God isn't hidden (Revelation 22:4)
when I wake into eternity (1 Corinthians 15:51-53)

where the shadows are never discovered (Revelation 22:5)
tears are nothing more than a memory (Revelation 21:4)
death isn't alive any longer (Revelation 20:14)
when I wake into eternity

verse 2
now I know I see it in your eyes
you knew at some point that we'd have to say goodbye (Hebrews 9:27)
I looked for this moment for all my life
to be caught away in the arms of God (Philippians 1:23)
and I'll be waiting

bridge
when I awake I'll see Your face
when I awake I'll see Your face (Revelation 22:4)

The Great Debate

Ever since I moved to Missouri, (and even while I was back in Kentucky) most Christians I meet always seem to ask me the big question.... What is my opinion on calvanism. I always seem to get asked this question. It never fails. I can't go a week now without someone saying something about it to me. They always seem to tell me why they are or are not a calvanist and why people who are or are not calvanists are going to hell. And I'm going to use this space to tell everyone my opinion on it now.

I don't care!!!

Don't tell me your a calvanist and why you are. Because I don't give a rip. I honestly don't right now. Nor have I cared about who is a calvinist. Because it alwyas ends up being some stupid debate on how many points I am, and how many points they are.  Honestly, it's just stupid. We always seem to have some dumb debate between christians about theology when there are bigger issues out there right now. I love Jesus, and if you love Jesus, that's all I really care about. Now let's go tell other people we love Jesus.

When I was in South Africa, not once was I asked if I was a calvinist, or a old-earth creationist. Not once.  Why? Because no one cares! All they care about is if you love Jesus. That's it! Nothing else matters. And they are exactly right too. Nothing else really does matter. If you want to come and debate me about calvinism, save your energy. In fact, use that energy to tell lost people about Jesus! 

It seems to me that most christians want to debate other brothers and sisters in Christ about calvinism. And we shouldn't do that. We are called to spread the gospel to the lost, not debate between ourselves. So let's go do it.

Now, don't get me wrong here, for young christians, it's very important to get your theology straight and there is nothing wrong with asking questions, but if your looking for a debate, look somewhere else.

Maybe I'm wrong with this whole idea, but I'm just sick of debating people about it.

I just wanna love Jesus and tell others about Him.

A Neutered Gospel?

Last night, I had the opportunity to teach the college group at church. While I was extremely nervous, (because I always freak out when I talk in front of people) I really did enjoy the experience. I received a ton of good feedback from people at the church. For those of you who were there and supported me...Thank you s much, I love you all.  For those of you who were not there and are curious, here is a small recap of the lesson from last night:

As I was coming home from Kentucky, I spent some time thinking about why I am not content with my life right now. I'm just not happy. I've been in some bad relationships and done some things I'm not proud of. But few people know about these things, while I'm out at school and work, I appear to be a happy normal red haired kid. I'm very good at hiding my own sin and my own shame.  I think many of us are doing the same thing as well.

But hiding ourselves is not what we see in the Bible. Mark 4:22 says, "For nothing is hidden except to be made manifest; nor is anything secret except to come to light." (ESV) Everything we do is now known by Christ. He knows our deepest darkest sins, thoughts, motives, and actions. Yet we continue to hide ourselves from others, and from Christ. And we shouldn't be like that. We need to be transparent; we need to quit turning our back to Christ and others. We do this because we want to show others that we don't sin, or that our sin is small.Charles Spurgeon said, "If your sin is small, then your savior is small. If your sin is big then your savior is big" We have a big and great savior in Jesus. So we need to take joy not in the fact that our sins are small or not real, but that they ARE real, and that our savior is real.  The only way fr us to remember this is to have the gospel preached to us over, and over again. Preached to us in a way that it offends us.

But we don't do that. Why? We don't like to preach a gospel that offends people. We preach a watered down gospel. I really think we do this so we are not confrontational and so we do not get ourselves in trouble. The truth is you cannot preach the gospel without getting into trouble. Because the gospel is offensive. "Do not think that I have come to bring peace to the earth. I have not come to bring peace, but a sword.  For I have come to set a man against his father, and a daughter against her mother, and a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law" (Matthew 10:34-36)

Preaching the gospel is preaching with a sword. It is offensive. The gospel is offensive. That's just what the gospel is. It is both beautiful and offensive. But we don't like to preach a offensive gospel, we just want to dress it up and teach a watered down gospel. When we do that, when we try to stay safe with the gospel, we neuter the gospel. We cut off the offense, and by doing that we cut off the beautiful part as well.

Then I start to think, why do we do that? I think it is because we have a wrong view of Jesus. Jesus is not some Galilean peasant hippie, walking around in his sandals drinking Starbucks, looking for nice people to do aromatherapy and talk about his feelings. We need a bigger Jesus than that. And we see this in Revelation 19.

"Then I saw heaven opened, and behold, a white horse! The one sitting on it is called Faithful and True, and in righteousness he judges and makes war. His eyes are like a flame of fire, and on his head are many diadems, and he has a name written that no one knows but himself. He is clothed in a robe dipped in blood, and the name by which he is called is The Word of God. And the armies of heaven, arrayed in fine linen, white and pure, were following him on white horses. From his mouth comes a sharp sword with which to strike down the nations, and he will rule them with a rod of iron. He will tread the winepress of the fury of the wrath of God the Almighty. On his robe and on his thigh he has a name written, King of kings and Lord of lords."

That is the Jesus we worship. That is the Jesus we need to preach to each other. A Jesus that offends people and a Jesus that is not safe. But the same Jesus that knows all our sins, motives, thoughts, and actions and frees us from hiding.  We need to stop neutering the gospel and robbing it of is offense and therefore its beauty as well. We are called to be bold ambassadors of Christ and it's time we start doing it.